(30/11/08-1506) damn..I'm superb duper boring at home..die-ing..

(30/11/08-0005) hee..quite surprise blogging on this timing..watching "guess"..talking crap with mates..lol..i oso donno wat im actually gonna crapping here..but jz wanna blogging..hand itchy..lol..today quite surprise with 2 "accidence" deals..why called it as "accidence"..1st is dealed by my colleague..supposedly i should worried about tat..coz mmm..(my mother said don talk bad stuffz behind of ppl)..mmm..well..this time im so glad coz she done it by sincerity and her willingness..thanks..i don even care about da figure..but i only hope tat thr will be a good relationship btw colleagues..i don wish we will argue or quarrel coz interest of conflicts..warm environment will alwaz motivate us to da succeed..2nd deal was another surprise for me..coz at 1st i did served badly to tat customer..coz he don satisfied some of our company's procedures..in da end i jz gave him my name card and he left..then after couple of hours..his wify called me and make da deal..i was lik..so guilty on tat time..haiz..i shouldn't act so egoistic..mmm..im so bad..

(28/11/08-1020) wow..recently was so damn bz..ya..got few sales order la..haha..is a good sight..lucky days..then..one of it is a big big deal..which im waiting for so long time..it's cost about $12k..might be more than tat..i was so excited coz this time is only me=mysef=alone arranging and managing everythingz..i've felt tiring but i think this is wat my manager said "self-satisfaction" and "self-achievement"..im so glad of it this time..smtg about this to share..this owner quite steady..she treat me as an expertise..so im so pressure..cannot cope up even small mistake..she jz informed every info to me then she's leaving to China..let me play around with da design and da compartmentz..(sweat)..im incharged for 3rd floor..her house is absolutely damn big..triple storey..beside living room have a built in water pool..(freaking out)..in front of main entrance have a SLK(merc)..beside have a big small eyes(merc as well)..sumore have driver..walao..i wanna to be her son lo..anyway this is da 2nd big shot of me..da early 1st time was not so perfect for me..coz it needs two personz to deal with it..n da comm oso shared half by half..($14k..)no point for me..lol..
"If u get a chance,grab it with both hands"..im almost on da track..yeah..i don wish to be top sale for time being..but hope for 2nd..haha..this is my short-term aims..bless me..

(21/11/08-1046) co-incidence???ya..it does really happened smtg on me..why??why??i know tat..i know it would happened..i was trying to avoid..but..haiz..i keep seeing smtg weird in my dream..it was lik "disaster" i guess..it's idiotic..wat da hell..im so suffering...
ytd heard tat my sales confirmation was transfer to my colleague coz it's under her contractor..(accident case???)..i guess so..i was hurt..it's cost about $14k..anyhow i still granted for da comm..for half..but da invoice was changed under her name..haiz..i tot i have a good opportunity to raise up my total sales on next month..who noe..wtf..forget about it..i hope i can grab for another one which cost about $18k..i do wish tat it would not pending soon..
p/s: my bro..i noe wat u concerning about..i guess u did a good decision..u will deserved it..confident on ursef..if u think u can,u can..THINK POSITIVELY..then u will get da way out..

(20/11/08-1455) this few days was really weird..i donno how to describe da feeling..but my six sense tells me thr are smtg goin to happen soon..i hoping thr is not smtg bad..im not feeling good on it..sumore this few nite oso got dreams..smtg tat i seldom seen in my dream..i saw my primary frenz..lmao..n some case which i consider bad..haiz..then this 2 days i have some orders from strangers..mmm..donno it means good sight or wat..worries..blessing..

(11/11/08-1451) As titled..mmm...not me la..last 2 day get to noe tat my 2 more "sista" gonna get married soon on next yr february..hmmp..am i get older since everyone started to their new "life"..perhaps i ain't..im more on my career now..haha..dear my "sista"..wish u have a good journey in ur coming days..i do really hope u guys can have ur happiness days..good luck sista~~~

(10/11/08-1318) wow..last saturday went bac to mlk..then sunday evening turned bac to sg..jz about 19 hours..lmao..it's a sudden trip coz my manager fetching his gf go bac to m'sia..so he asked me wanna follow or not??wat to do..i got ntg to do in sg..grabbed this chance go bac to see my dear n family members lo..of course never miss my favourite food..satay celup..haha..then got a new hair cut which is really freaking stylo hair style..this time really exceed my acceptations..haha..i oso frightening..it's has been a couple of years i keep changing my hair style oftenly..coz i prefer it will comes a fresh impression everytime ppl seen me..lol..wat a lame excuse..haha..hopefully i can accept it asap..n i don wish ppl will treat me as monster..=.=!!!

(7/11/08-1653) Damn..damn..damn..it's irritating..F o..opps..soli..allow me..sumone make my wordz..knn..sibehtulan lo..

(6/11/08-1353) ..hmmp..sleepy..sitting inside da office..got ntg to do..sien..haiz..ish..
suddenly feel lik wanna have a trip for mysef..lol..but i got no free time and financial support..lmao..i siao liao..haha..opps..wake up wake up..
WALAO~~~~~sien le....hehe.....

(2/11/08-1211) first,i would lik to wish my buddy a.k.a kian seong "happy 1 yr wedding anniversary" and my fren-may lan "happy birthday"..
last night dream of my grandpa..we sitting 1 car with my uncle as well..im not sure goin whr la..i saw my grandpa(but in fact he have got into "another world")..im miss him..he seems as usual as he's still with us..i wish i could see u again..of course in my dream la..lol..anyway..i wish u have a nice "trip"..bless us..