(31/10/08-1947) 我始终带着你爱的微笑　一路上寻找我遗失的美好　不小心当泪滑过嘴角　就用你握过的手抹掉再多的风景也从不停靠　只一心寻找我遗失的美好　有的人说不清哪里好　但就是谁都替代不了
this is one of my favourite song which is really meant to me..i lik da meaning of this song coz it do emphasize my past..my feels..lmao..wth..
recently heard smtg bad from fren..which is really bad news..i do really hope tey can cope with it..coz it doesnt come a great feel..coz i'd experienced it..hmm..wat can i do to help them??haiz..jz hoping tey will be fine..n my buddy as well..

(30/10/08-0110) hmmp..da clock turning at 1.11am..but im still sitting at living room..haa..tmr no need to work ma..replacement off..but im dislike this coz i got ntg to do at home if i taking off..wat to do..i can only replace my off at weekday..haiz..
(look bac n compare now)..actually im quite happy with my life now..at least da only thing i concern about is S11..mmm..im very satisfied with my current lifestyle..everyday oso doing da same thingz..morning wake up then go working then come bac home bla bla bla with crazy ass housemates..i had learned smtg tat very useful from my manager which is how to manage da stress..i admit tat last time im emotion..a little bit stuffz can able to influence me..but now everythingz seems lik under my control..coz "ytd is a history,today is a gift,tmr is a misery"..we must forget n forgive those happened bad to us..must appreciates wat we r having now..i believe this..i'd appreciated wat i have to me..da most important thing is "HAPPY"..ntg is better than this..yaya..im happy..cant describe it exactly perhaps u asking me i oso will ans u im happy..no reason..haha..wat bullshit..lmao..
ok la..im bullshit-ing..ntg to do ma..lol..wanna slp d..good nite.."tmr is a misery"....

(28/10/08-1130) first of all,i would lik to wish my dear "happy birthday"...unfortunately..im in sg..cant celebarate with u..sad..hope u understand..
ya..last 2 days went bac to mlk..followed by my buddy Mr.Johnny n Ms.Tracy as well..lol..yaya..bring them have a tour around melaka..so haapy n enjoyable..cant even wanna bac to sg in a short lead time..no choice..i have to work..this is wat i meant "working life"..we got no rights to "free" oursef..wtf..
ok..let me review..1st day..2pm reached mlk..my dear came to fetch john n me to have "he ji" chicken rice ball which is famous in mlk..mmm..really..honestly i seldom go thr to have my meal coz chicken rice is not my favourite food n i will only go thr if those my other states frenz visit to mlk..anyway..it was really nice..chicken rice balls+asam fish+delicious vege..damn..only one word can describe it-"pit"(means superb nice)..lmao..then..we turned to pahlawan to cutting our hair..afterwards..go bac home have a rest n took shower..at night..we went for "ham+lala" as dinner at famous "behind street"..john seems lik "forgot himsef"="wang wo" when eating da "ham"..lmao..i think he will miss mlk very much..haha..next..went to pick da ms.C @ tracy at central coz she reached at night time..then we went to "jonker street" "kai kai"..then we moved to my buddy shop to have "tong shui" n lovely duck mee..hmmp..wtf..so full..
2nd day..woke up at 10 smtg..about 12++ we got "pai ku" mee as our lunch..lol..met my uncle from kl n grandmom..so suprise..then we got a treat from them..thanks uncle..next..i went to "ta pao" my favourite "fried yun tun" for them..then we rush to mahkota to watch my brother show..lol..tat day is his lucky day coz he is da winner in da group..(work hard bro..keep on..i believe u can do it..don disappoint me)..then we moved to "nadeje" to got our "thousand layer cake"..attached with celebrating with my dear..opps..i think it's not a big suprise for u..soli..i doesnt have enof time to manage it..so soli..promise u next time will be better..pai sei..then..we got a quite long journey to have "ikan bakar"..john seems lik felt uncomfortable about tat coz he's not good in spicy foodz..opps..nvm dude..have a try ma..haha..after tat..we turned oursef to "satay celup"..wow..realised tat we r a hunger ghost group's..lmao..really ate a lotz..make me have to drink "eno"..=.=..i jz noticed tat da tracy lik to eat "c-ham" coz she ate a lotz damn..tat y i called her as ms.C as noted at above..lol..opps..she sure will punch me if she saw these..haha..after tat..we went to meet our mlk's frenz to "yam cha"..wat else..bla bla bla..haha..miss u guys as well..(watching chelsea vs liverpool tat time..damn happy coz liverpool got their pride from beaten chealses n broke their home record..i love u liverpool..u r my soul..)haha..after finish got to go bac lo..no choice..next day have to take morning bus to go bac sg..damn tired but happy..one word-"pit"..haha..learned from my buddy..
p/s:hopefully i can have another chances lik this in da coming days..i do really hope tat i can spend some time to enjoy my private time besides working..lmao...

(18/10/08-1022) ya..i realised tat i've had changed..changed my mindset..my attitude..my behaviour..my personality..i think all of these is because of incident happened recently..ya..there are quite many serious bad cases sadness happened on me..from there im grown up..i've learned a lotz which is helping me to sort out da problems..anyway..life is complicated..we must learn to cope it when all of tat come to us..
i'd never angry of anyone..furthermore..i wanna thank to those who tried to grabbing benefits from me or ruling me out from there..this is a good lesson for my path of future..

yeah..im coming bac to mlk on next saturday..sumore with johnny n tracy as well..wow..i think it's gonna be a wonderful weekend..i'll get u all have many great meals in mlk..i miss them oso..haha..my mlk frenz..im coming bac..miss u all..cant wait to see u all..

(13/10/08-1820) this two days im sad..im disappointed of this case..conflict of interest..speechless..head turning..

(11/10/08-1124) walao..early morning got shocked d..wat else..my showroom manager lo..when i entered da room keep on shouting said tat "who switch on my com??"then i really donno ma then mar say "i donno wor"..walao..u noe wat happened??she seems lik more angry lo..saying "everytime i asking oso say donno donno"....make me "kong kong" in da early morning..
hmmp..sick again..damn..sore throat very seriously..how come le..tmr i got to go cheong k le..haiz..fast fast recover pls..wuwu..my voice lik ah pek now..haha..ggrrhhh..

(10/10/08-1801) heng ar..damn appreciated to my lovely manager-mr.david..save me once again..luckily he willing to change schedule with me..otherwise i cant attend my lovely housemates birthday celebration on sunday..10s again..freaking out jz now..i tot i really cannot attending coz i agreed them d..perhaps i have to work on sunday then means tat i cannot go 2 celebrations which is go clubbing n go cheong k..walao..ppiiuu..luckily..i have been long time nv enjoy since i have had joined in "bloody damn boring working life"..so actually it has really less chances for me to hang out with my frenz lo..haha..happy lo..
for those who still studying de pls take notes lo..if got chances to enjoy pls go ahead..working life sucxxx..u might don have even many chances for u to enjoy coz of timing,financial,relationships,family,career and such issues..so bear in mind..studying life is da best..i wish i could on da track on my career..good luck..

(4/10/08-1904) ya..i suppose to knock off now but waiting for my colleague to close up..so grab some time to blog..haiz..recently quite boring at company lo..no sales..sien..gonna dead soon..losing my passionate on current job..happy???siao ar..how am i thinking about??..i oso donno..i lose my direction..i lose mysef..i tend to get bac mysef..
ya..so boring la..everyday having meaningless life..come company online..poker..today lagi cham..whole day watching "moonlight resonance" at company..im gonna become 'fai cai' lo..pls..give me some suprises in coming days..blessing..