(28/9/08-1330) hump..last9 got to noe tat my buddy having troubles in grabbing a gal..suddenly it's turn to da moment i have had last time..it was lik almost da same situation..so..mmm..bless u bro..da thing i only can tells u is "patient is success"..do it best or do da best 1???it's up to u..nobody can change ur mind perhaps u have decided wat's go to be..
p/s:bro,be patient,be brave,be smart..i noe u can do it..i will alwaz be with u..don give up so easily..

eating lunch..

(26/9/08-1242) soli..allow me to do my words..fucking shit bastard bitch..now is 26 sept d..but i still haven get my comm..it's suppose to release on 20th every month..again..allow me..tiu lei ma kay chao hai la..em tiu tou lei yi wai ji kay hou lan yeng..sei zhu cha..i only left less than 10 bucks d..wuwu..i don wish to borrow money from anyone..bloody shit la..wtf is this..do u ever care about sum1 who needed it more than u..pls be tolerance a bit can..i can being compromise but do u???..i have never so anger for such case..don u think is tat too over d???haiz..speechless..
i'd really really disappointed on this company d..i means da procedures of this company..hopeless..no wonder there are so many ppl quit..luckily i have my manager sumone who care about me..otherwise i will sack asap..i have had contributed so much but end up with ntg come to me..i tot i may have a long journey in this company bcoz from da beginning it was really seems lik a good job..i was really hope so..at least there are many of good n nicely colleagues here..
pls..pls..don happen any such bloody shit case again..i don wish to rule out my passionate in working life..sumore this is my very 1st officially job in my life..don left sum bxxxxxx fxxxxxx ass bad memories lo..barbarian..suckxxx...

(23/9/08-1532) again..do ntg in office..recently damn fxxking free lo..everyday come office online nia..no sales..cham..gonna die next month..no sales=no comm=no money..haiz..suddenly feel lik wanna quit for current job..ya..coz of some barriers...im so motivated at da beginning but sometime it is not u 2 determine smtg since we have had paid..sign..but it seems lik not only me who facing this kind of fxxking bloody shit problems..ya..same to my frenz..so everyday we will go out balcony thr have some talks..bla bla bla all those shits..i think this is 1 of da way to reduce our stress ba...
i hate my current life now..it seems lik meaningless to me..i aint learning anythings if these still on..haiz..wat can i do???i have no direction..sxxx...

aarrhhh...im fall into sick again...flu...damn suffering...help me...damn it..y im so weak???freaking out...i wanna go bac....pls...

(21/9/08-1141) lol...started a new blog...haa..got nth to do...sitting in da office...i think i gonna have a boring day..today is 3mths 11 days in this company since started joining on 10 of June...mmm..this is oso my very 1st officially job which is full time employee in my career...in da beginning,jz worried bout da long goin works on jobs..so i have had considered for this current job for quite some time..anyhow..this is not my specialist oso...as joining in a interior design firm..but wat i say is i may learn a new stuffz..definitely it is...n followed by some barriers n troubles...i noe it would gonna be these for sure...so..wat i can do is jz stay in peaceful...for being this job..i noe it is a big job which is a challenging n bloody shit streesful stuff...working life...i have had experienced it..i really hope tat i can stay longer in this company...i love da environment, colleagues, as well as such challenging stuffz...but i don lik da boss here which is damn stingy enof..n his belover...vomit blood for all da time xpecially when u speak to her...damn...haiz..wat to do..we have pays wat..so must obey lo..mmm..jz wish tat everythingz will gonna be fine n stay nicely are good enof d..
p/s: fully appreciates n thanks from my bottom heart to my lovely manager(david)..he is helping me all da time..touching...dear david..u r da only direction n da reason i'll rely on for this job..sometimes i really cannot control my tempered n feelings...luckily u r stand v me...thanks..

mmm...i started missing da moments in uni life...i miss my frenzzz...xpecially when we r hang out 2gether..futsal 2gether..chi-chat-ing n bla bla bla when yc...everyting is passed..wuwuwu...when will have even a chance again???

i miss kl..miss mlk...miss u..miss u..miss u...i noe i'll be bac in coming days...staying far away from there is suffered for now being...jz wait...i'll be bac...